I think I really should consider seeing a counselor. My symptoms are getting worse every week. I've become more irritable, cranky and worst of all -- angry. It's so easy to lose it! And it's hard to live w/ these symptoms especially that I just got married 4 months ago; I just past the 3-month-mark of pregnancy; and I've barely settled into this new job I started 1 month ago. These are perfect conditions for the onset of stress, anxiety, anger and depression.
What makes me sadder is that everytime I get angry or upset I could feel my baby squirming around as if its unhappy living in my belly. Poor thing! I get even sadder thinking that I'm not providing good beginnings for this little child -- and it's not even born. How is one to deal w/ all this?
Now what's the appropriate way to go: a marriage & family therapist, psychiatrist, psychologist -- or more importantly, GOD?
An upsetting situation is that I've already asked for help from God - BUT WHERE ARE YOU!?
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