Ahhh =)

Things have gotten better -- as far as my mood goes. It's so annoying. Some days I'm feeling in-love. Some days I'm feeling grumpy. Some days I feel like I can't stand the volume of David's music being higher than the decibals of a whisper. Some days I feel like I could tackle another few rough days. My moods are constantly changing. That's women and I'm glad I'm not the only one in the world going through roller coaster emotions.

Anyways, one of the reasons I could be feeling good about myself are the constant praises I get for surprising my supervisor with how much I know on certain softwares. It makes him proud that he hired the perfect person to handle this position -- MEEE! I've not felt this great about working before. I went to school to study Interactive Media, but it turns out that Iike doing what I'm paid to do at MasterManuals more than what I studied for. I tried freelancing -- but quickly learned that I do best working w/ other individuals. I tried looking for a job strictly in Interactive Media, but I always shyed away from climbing to the top for some reason. I'm perfectly happy w/ this job b/c I'm pleased w/ my title as "Production Coordinator" and the love the people I work with.

But why the down days? Only God knows. He's my creator -- and the only answer I got was "Figure it out yourself -- the answer is right in front of you". So what do I figure? I need other women to support me -- and I can't rely on myself all the time. Wow...I've grown much! I've just realized I had too much pride to rely on others for help.