Survival of the fittest

The cliche for this title doesn't go for just physical fitness. In my situation...having lost a house, frustrations with the serious growth issue with my second child, irritations with the primary and secondary lenders during this foreclosure process...the cliche also applies for marriages too. Lots of factors are at play in pulling my husband and I apart. We are just tolerating each other in this LONG, drawn out period of a mess. Stress happens in all marriages. Love takes lots of work especially when the two people involved are not loving to each other. I got a pretty angry man to deal with here atop the stress of life. If I were to rewind life I probably would have done all I could to be satisfied being a single mother. It's funny that I always envisioned my life as a mother, but unmarried and unjaded at the same time. More than 60% of all American marriages end in divorce...I'm trying not to be that statistic even though my angry husband mistreats me to the point where I want to be that statistic. I need support from fellowship to get me throuh this tough period.