August 26, 2009

Miscarriage Prone

It seems that my lower abdominal region (below the bikini cut) mildly cramps every time I get emotionally upset towards David. Grandma shared with me all the stories of miscarriages she's had since first getting pregnant ~ and my case seems almost similar. In one account, Grandpa Anicito went home drunk and mad, and cursed at his wife, Grandma Rebing...another, Grandpa left the city (hundreds of miles away) without informing Grandma which got her pretty upset and worried...last, Grandpa went dancing and didn't tell Grandpa and he came home drunk and stupid. All of these things would upset me as well...and so when I have parallel stories like grandma with my own spouse (though mine are not as severe) my uterus starts cramping.

I'm afraid for a miscarriage. I've actually been fearing miscarriage since I found out I was cramping because that's when the pain all started which sent me to the hospital. It's a medical mystery why I even went to the ER in the first place and was sent home the next day not knowing what really was the matter with my body.

How am I feeling this week?
Energy: fatigued between 1130-noon, and between 2pm and 4pm
Mood: chipper, but angry at my parents
Appetite: slim, I haven't been eating that much still
Cravings: this morning I craved chinese style fried rice
Sickness: nausea and gagging

Measurements
Weight: 140-141 lbs
Chest:
Waist:
Hips:
Neck:
Upper Arms:
Thighs:
Calves:

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